＿ Don‘t hope too much

哭著哭著就可以睡著

越來越不值錢

不對 從來都沒有值錢過

好久想寫部落然後每次就這樣不了了之

又忘了多少事

很顯 真的很顯

都在台灣 都在新加坡

留在這裡因為有對我來說很重要的東西

每一次覺得沒有讓自己覺得自己重要的東西留在這裡

想要的東西太多

想要的回報太多

不僅僅好像壓得別人喘不過氣

那自己呢

我也快半死了

被排在金錢後面 被排在時間後面 被排在車後面 被排在美女後面

我的地位到底在哪裡

一靜下來就覺得世界快要塌下來

也沒人能幫我頂著

我就自己吧

自己頂著

我真的好希望

好希望

閉上眼 一轉身 也能安心

不需要開口 也聽到一句

我懂你

。

可以等 可以忍

誰知道等待後面還是什麼也都沒有

忍到最後還是要繼續餓

是我家的時間太嚴嗎

是我家太遠嗎

怨什麼

我多希望我不是我

多是一輛車 是一個路人

不要期待太多

會失望

也不是第一次

沒關係

。

好悶

用盡力氣吵架

倒不如哭著睡著

。

What would you do differently if you had a second chance?

What have you learned from your decisions?

I wished I had given the plain-looking guys a second chance i was at school

I always went for handsome ,athletic types .

So , where am I today ?

Married to a good-looking idiot

A handsome man who has no heart, no compassion ,

and no love for anyone but himself.

I sometimes visit my family back in my home town

and occasionally I run into old classmates

- the plain-looking guys.

And what i do see now ?
 

Very intelligent , warm , funny men

who are everthing i want,

but will never have in a husband.

I wish I had listened to my parents more when I was a teenager.

Thinking back , they gave me lots of good advice but i ignored

everything what they said.

I thought they were old and didnt know anything.

Now I have got two teenagers of my own ,

I realise how right they were.

If i had listened to them .

這兩段今天老師讓我念

然後還給一個網址

regretsonly.com